Sunday, February 15, 2009

This Monster

It hides inside me
But I don't push it away!
It makes and breaks me
And I can't seem to pray
To be okay
Just this one day...

Help me break this curse! I'll
stand free once I be me!
Help me escape this reality!
You'll learn I'm stronger than what you see!

It reaks of poison,
I'm just a victim,
It wants control,
I can't see anymore!
The light is fading,
I'm tired of waiting,
This monster's eating me,
And there's no way to flee...

"No one said it would be easy"

Sunday, February 1, 2009

The February Winds

A blast of music came rushing through my ears as I sighed with a hum; my eyes closed and head tilting the side. I was all alone in the world or so that was how I felt, but nonetheless, the feeling gave me comfort as if I was in final peace.

A smile formed from my lips and I closed my eyes. The tune that flowed from my headphones filled me with such a soft sort of strength and I wished the complications of my life would untangle and smoothen itself into a beautiful sound such as this.

The rythm and the beat were so in sync to the beating of my own heart that I thought if the music stopped then so would I. But that didn't happen. The sound slowly faded away and I was still breathing; my heart still beating and I gave out another sigh.

My eyes blinked open. Pure silence now and nothing but that. Around me, I saw only darkness and the unclear, dulled future that lay ahead.

***I...don't really know...