Friday, January 30, 2009

It's Hell

That's right...I'm officially sick of poetry...

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Along..

Along the edge
Catch my breath
The end of time
Again this rhyme
That can’t abide
By rules outside
My mind that waits
Along the gates
Of devil’s path
The evil’s wrath
Catches wind
To those who’ve sinned
Making noise
Distracting boys
Along the strands of beaten lies

Along the beach
So many reach
Deserted smiles
Through daunted miles
Of canny folks
All just jokes
To echo laughter
Along hereafter
With lost meaning
I’m intervening
No purpose greater
Than my creator
I’m stuck in between
The crosses unseen
Along the sandy silk soaked skies

Monday, January 26, 2009

Thus...

You're so much more than I thought you were
So much gore than I thought was there
It brings a smile to my face for no reason
Strange that is, I'm attracted to treason



Hahahahah...bored...so much poetry writing these days. I wonder how long I can keep going, and yet it still seems to be a lot easier for me than writing those damned short stories that I must complete eventually...

I'm running out of things to write, or rather, I'm pretty much only sticking to a certain series of topics. I'm not too sure if this is a good thing for myself? As a writer, should I not remove those limits that are binding me from the full extent of my imagination? Hmmm...probably hahahahah!

More writes later!

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Sestina

Swirls of bright light shone in the sky
Where once I was there to tell myself a lie
The only truth of it is that I actually said goodbye
But that’s something not even my friends would buy
So the least I could do was my very best to try
The things in life I’d left out to die

Where I am, I cannot die
The sun that will set still lingers in the sky
So I can’t ignore the thoughts that try
To always make everything to me seem more like a lie
But what else am I supposed to do but buy
This idea of saying my last goodbye

I remember the day of that last goodbye
When my grandfather had left without a word to die
I went out to the store, knowing not what to buy
So I looked up to see the clouds in the sky
Where puffs of white fluff looked down at my lie
And I felt shame in my heart because I knew I didn’t try

I didn’t know why I lost my will to try
Or why I was ready for that sorrowful goodbye
Maybe I’m still holding on to a lie
Or maybe I myself am ready to die
So I’ll look up to my grandfather in the sky
And whatever he tells me, I’ll probably buy

In grandfather’s shop that he left me, people buy
With a smile, but no matter how hard I try
I just can’t keep my head from the clouds that sleep in the sky



***Another attempt at a sestina (MAJOR FAILURE!!! Dx)

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

I Say Goodbye

I say goodbye to rain
The acid of Earth
Where the skies are gray
And we're left without worth

I say goodbye to pain
The thorn in us all
Where we bleed to the world
Our sorrows that grow



***I can't think of aaanything...

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

The Race

Yeaa~
You can't start
The race
You can't dart
Away
There's so many things I want
To say

So I
I chase after all those days
Making me ashamed
Of always
Avoiding your sweet gaze

No, I'm
Afraid
To lose you in
This race
All my tries
To save
What was there
Can't just be
All a big mistake

So I,
I chase after all those days
Making me ashamed of always
Avoiding your sweet gaze

No, I can't leave this town
I won't let you down
I'll have you as mine
Soon when it's time!

So please,
Please don't start the race
Please don't run away
I want you as mine!

So I,
I chase after all those days
Making me ashamed of always
Avoiding your sweet gaze

I'm so ashamed of always
Avoiding your sweet gaze...


***Yet another song!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Playground

Merry mount
Cherry mount
All around
The round a bout

Who can count
The amount
That we have found
On the ground?

Hear us pound
Over bound
And surround
Around the mound

Go without
Any doubt
Nor a pout
And be a scout

Be as loud
As a crowd
You're allowed
To be so proud

Cast around
So profound
Is the sound
Of my playground

Monday, January 12, 2009

Winter's Smile Past

Could I help it if I was alone?
Could you not have approached me then?
When there was no one to keep you from me
When I’d be at the same place over again

[Chorus:]
I,
I wasn’t the one who left
Because you,
You were the one that disappeared
When I,
I couldn’t even walk properly
But you,
Were so many things entirely

But now we’re both so far apart
Left with our aching beating hearts
So fragile from the start
How did you ever bear to part?

Don’t,
Don’t you dare look back at me!
I don’t even want to see
The way your eyes shine
When met with both mine

Oh no,
No one could ever tell
What you were thinking when you fell
So in love
So in love with me

Can I help it if I’m not alone?
Can you really just watch me there?
With jealous eyes
That’s no surprise!

[Chorus x2]

You were so many things entirely

***Title has nothing to do with the song...?

Attempting A Sestina

Where once was the City of Nocturnal

A twist of fate rolled the red bloodied currents
The Earth took back with much given passion
Like a slap in the face, but the scars taste of chocolate
More and more, hunger grows awake and nocturnal
Only blowing away, escorted by the wind
Only a whisper is left, "Too bad."

The cold and the cruel, the good and the bad
A small, redeemful bird rising from the currents
Closing eyes, waking soul, taking flight, taking wind
Pondering thoughtfully, pleas for passion
Wandering lost in the City of Nocturnal
The sweet abyss of dark blood chocolate

A little sense of stark mud chocolate
Because even a little temptation isn't so bad
Just keep yourself awake; become the nocturnal
And keep from crashing into the currents
Hold your heart and hide the passion
Take forever the lost wind

Take what's left of all that wind
Turn it into sweet bliss chocolate
Make with all the world's passion
Have no regrets, it won't be bad
Avoid the charm given by currents
Hide not in the City of Nocturnal

T'was the man on the lands of Nocturnal
Who carried himself through violent wind
And flew out of cruel, unforgiving currents
He who landed in think, melted chocolate
Is the enemy who cannot be considered bad
Because it was him who gave the most passion

Or was it too much passion?
Now no one can sleep; we converted to be nocturnal
Forcing our existence into others. Could it be so bad?
How cold it gets at the start of night, like winter wind
How bitter the stars stare back, like dark chocolate
Yet the Earth pulls back with ocean's swift currents

The wind controls the currents
It's too bad for the passion
Hidden in the chocolate made by the Nocturnal

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Stolen Colon

Colon.
Swollen.
Stolen.
Calling.
Falling.
Along.
The long.
Song.
Of doom.

***Totally random >_>

Monday, January 5, 2009

Keep In Mind

Did you forget that
I forget so easily?
Just remember to

Forgive me because
I remember to always
Love you forever;

Remember to keep
Me in your heart and hold me
When I have no one;

Remember to keep
Me by your side and share warmth
When I feel so cold;

Remember that I
Can’t forget who gave me life
When death gave me sleep...


***Me trying at haiku <3

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Skipping

I've just seen a face
I can't forget
The time or place
Where we just met
-The Beatles

Skipping in the sands of time
Skipping in the land of mines
Skipping through destructive bases
Skipping all the boring pages
Can't forget the blurry pictures
Can't forget the tiresome lectures
Can't remember all those words
Just keep hearing tweedling birds
Hearing dings and dongs and bells
Hearing rings and wrongs of hell
Hearing waves of ocean's fury
Being judged by water's jury
Wish for things that don't exist
Wish for things I've so long missed
Wish with heart and love and care
Wish until I see it there
Skipping in the sands of time
Skipping in the land of mines
Skipping all along the shore
Skipping faster than before

He's a real nowhere man
Sitting in his nowhere land
-The Beatles