Do I seem different?

Make me blind

Cover my eyes

You can do what you want

I'm paralyzed by the perfect mood

When we're dancing with blindfolds on

-The Rasmus

I feel as if the world has changed.

Or maybe it's me?

I look around and see that some things are still the same, but some things are also different.

My father is still the same. He's still a fool.

My mother is different. Maybe not working has given her what she needs?

My brother is still the same. He's still a failure.

My sister is different. Is it me or is she a little more bashful this year? And more spoiled as well...

My friends are neither the same nor different for I have failed to get close enough to them to actually know much of any extra details. But I have learned a few more things. :)

I feel different somehow, as well. As if the 'want' of everything in my life has gotten more intense. Indeed, I am a little more ambitious, though that will not stop me from my perfectionist ways and procrastination. Oh, I wish it would! D:

Work is a bore. What has happened? I used to enjoy the luxury of earning money so easily by barely doing anything. But doing nothing is the same as me being miserable. I just can't stand it! Luckily for me, work has been put off for a while, which is very happy-making...no matter what anyone says!

I also seem to attract more people to me. Wherever I go, I always catch people's eyes...or am I being paranoid? Is this a bad thing? Maybe I'm being paranoid...but it seems to me like there are people out there who just...I don't know...STOP LOOKING AT ME! I mean...do what you wish, I can't tell anyone what to do and it's not like anyone will listen to me anyways...er right? No? Well, whatever then.

I just feel as if I realized that there's more to the world, and I mean much, MUCH more!

Happy days are here again~

I see the city lights all around me

Everyone's obsucre

Ten million people each with their problems

Why should anyone care?

-Kutless